Reminding myself I did do something, this year. I spent so much time hunting fireflies, that was fun/dedication. I think I'm supposed to not show it to people till the show buut I mean if you're reading my blog you're probably Jenna or someone lost on the internet soo. (pass: cadavre)
this is what I do on my lunch breaks when I get sick of knitting
I have been working through my , ~* ' sad feelings ' *~ , in this way. I want to write postcards but I also don't want to be the kind of person that writes postcards full of sad things. I have been eating lots of icecream bars and trying to , ~* ' communicate ' *~ , even though that really just spreads the , ~* ' sad feelings ' *~ , around. Maybe tomorrow I will buy some stamps.
On the upside, I can't remember when I was last this productive.
watching some twin peaks
in my bed full of crumbs
i will not answer the door
(don't you know i am writing real-time poetry so i can post something on my blog?)
watched some more twin peaks
worried about what to do what to do
when i run out of episodes
scratchy throat gross nose
didnt do anything i was supposed to do this evening
cant call my girfriend
(my parents have my phone)
not really sick
... "And that's the end," she said, and she saw in his eyes, as the interest in the story died away in them, something else take its place; something wondering, pale, like a reflection of light, which at once made him gaze and marvel. Turning, she looked across the bay, and and there, sure enough, coming regularly across the waves first two quick strokes and then one long steady stroke, was the light of the Lighthouse. It had been lit. In a moment he would ask her, "Are we going to the Lighthouse?" And she would have to say "No: not tomorrow; your father says not." Happily, Mildred came in to fetch them,and the bustle distracted them. But he kept looking back over his shoulder as Mildred carried him out, and she was certain that he was thinking, we are not going to the Lighthouse tomorrow; and she thought, he will remember that all his life. ...
edible stuff (beefheart tomatoes, mini tomatoes, two types of eggplants, white onions, little turnips, mustard, globe artichoke)
Pluuus my rhubarb is already showing and I still have carrots and beets and sugar snap peas and swiss chard and calendula and nasturtium and spaghetti squuuasshh~ to sow directly in the ground and I should get some more greens and herbs and brocolli and cauliflower and bell peppers and blackberries to go with the raspberries and strawberries that always pop up! Also leeks! Shallots!
Gonna build some raised beds for these suckers next aww yeahh, gonna have the biggest baddest garden on tha block! But how to keep out kittens...
ALSO DEAR DIARY: GOT ACCEPTED INTO IMCA AWW YEAHHH